It's been a long weekend.

I'd rather not go through it again, cos I'm totally and completely drained.

It's been one bombshell after another.

And alot of revelations and truths I have been forced to confront.

I've been hit once too many times, and I think if things had gone on I would have just lost it. Not being melodramatic, but that's the way it is.

So I'm really thankful that one way or another some things have been resolved.

But I can't help feeling that more than one part of me has been lost in this whole period.

I'm scared I've lost -------

And I'm scared I can never regain it.