Gentlemen, we've got a crisis on our hands.

I have no idea how I'm going to settle Founder's Day tmr. Seriously. One person unable to play, another sick and have gotten into a fight, and no freaking score. Yay, what, am I supposed to go there and sight read the whole freaking thing? In 15 minutes? In front of the whole school?

Oh, and we have to do it without mallets as well. Joy.

SATURDAY EVENING SERIOUSLY JUST WON'T COME WITHOUT A FIGHT LA.

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Leave out all the rest by Linkin Park is my new favourite song (y) Not the most original or groundbreaking song, but I like it anyway so hah.

Watched Pirates yesterday! Too many characters, didn't play around at all with Jack's father (which is supposed to be a super opportunity to provide insight into Jack but noooo he gets 2 minutes of screen time), convoluted plot with too many betrayals that you don't feel any connection with any character-

-But of course, there's always Johnny Depp. (y)

Preview tickets are (y)

Blue dragon is an awesome gameeeeeee

Respect is difficult to earn, and easy to lose.

Keep that in mind.

I can't wait for the trip. Come on come on won't saturday evening come any sooner

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New blogskin!

I've had time since finishing revision and english so here's a nice new blogskin :)

I distinctly remember promising one 6 months ago. I remembered!

Pics for taonan gathering next time I post! (Promise.)

Yep, we finally held our taonan gathering (which has been 3 years in the waiting), and although I didn't really know what to expect, we had fun (:

It's always nice to learn that there's something about the lot of us that makes us click, even though its been so long. Yay.

I think I surprised myself on Sunday night. Although it was kinda unexpected for me, I'm glad that one way or the other it's finally over. Thankyou! It's really nice to know that even though we haven't been in contact much we're still good friends (y) Talk more yes!

Didn't go to school today because I was totally whacked out yesterday. No energy whatsoever, but my 13 hour sleep has helped things :D Now to start mugging for SS proper. And finishing English. I shall finally do my 2 hour HCL exam tmr. Boo.




I pray that I'll learn to let myself go.
I can do this!

I didn't realize I needed it that much until I read it.

Thank you. You saved me.

THANK YOU BLOGGER the interface is finally fixed!

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Auditions today were a non-event. As in, no one turned up. Oh joy.

I shall point to jorel's latest post on his blog because it's actually coherent and (dare I say it) one that didn't make me do this:

-facepalm-

Although this state didn't last very long for I started to talking to him on msn.





My frustration with certain things have enforced in me patience of a sort. The patience to wait until my obligations are over then I can have free rein to say whatever I want. My nerves are worn thin.

Whenever I'm feeling empty I know what's the reason, but I'm scared that I can't return, not because of anything else but because of my own failings. Sighh.

It's sometimes liberating to be vulnerable (NOT EMO ITS DIFFERENT).

Why is it that people laugh when others are honest about love? These same people experience the same feelings, but they laugh at others to make themselves feel better.

It's very nice to post random thoughts in random paragraphs randomly. Like, in a randomizer. Carvin-style.

Eh blogger admin if you see this can you please fix your create post page. Thankyouverymuch.

I wanted to post some long post but I'm too tired and inspiration just isn't forthcoming so I guess thats it for today. Toodles.

It's been a long weekend.

I'd rather not go through it again, cos I'm totally and completely drained.

It's been one bombshell after another.

And alot of revelations and truths I have been forced to confront.

I've been hit once too many times, and I think if things had gone on I would have just lost it. Not being melodramatic, but that's the way it is.

So I'm really thankful that one way or another some things have been resolved.

But I can't help feeling that more than one part of me has been lost in this whole period.

I'm scared I've lost -------

And I'm scared I can never regain it.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Blogging is increasingly becoming a chore, because of the screwed up create post template. Grrrrrrrrrrr it looks like blogger stopped halfway while creating the page, leaving an infuriating mismash that reminds me of some of my primary school art pieces.

Math over today. Good. Bio to go. Time to stop slacking and start mugging again >_<

And I just received a piece of news that has ruined my mood. I don't want to perform for founder's day!!

Kao.

And it's on the day I'm leaving for Japan some more. Ladidum -_-

The guy writing the soccernet gamecasts deserves a medal. At least the guy in charge of the Arsenal vs Chelsea match. I actually prefer his written words than the in-match commentary from ESPN o.O

ITS DAMN FUNNY XD

'No Michael Ballack (injured), Didier Drogba (rested) or Ashley Cole (terrified)'
'Hey we might get another 20 man brawl. That would be ace!!'
'Bouhlarouz clatter into Fabregas and Arsenal have another free kick. Mr Mourinho is not amused.'
'Terry and Adebayor had a little tug at each other there. Naughty, naughty!'
'The camera has just panned to Thierry Henry watching the action rather forlornly from the touchline. He still looks cool though.'

I won't last till the end of the match (gotta go to sleep) but these tidbits have made my day hahahahaha.

Kudos!

Vassell: My Hero :)

Left school after chinese paper 1 today. Had a bloody awful headache, it wasn't throbbing anymore, it was just hurting >_< Did the last half an hour of my zuowen in a daze, randomly grabbing my head when it hurt too much. I must have looked quite a sight. Eventually decided not to take paper 2. I mean, it's damn sian to go retake on another day but better than doing it when I can't even think (or walk, for that matter) straight. So headed home, and slept.

It's really exam syndrome pls. The moment I have the prospect of an exam paper coming up I do everything except study woots. This time it was watching A Walk To Remember hahaha. Read the book in december last year, but haven't watched the movie. I think the book was better, but still the movie was (Y). Despite what critics may say, if the movie has achieved its intended effect, then I think it should be considered not bad right.

A Walk to Remember is still the only book/movie/story to really move me alot. Haha. Yeahh.

Only Hope is a v v v v v v v good song.

Win I'm going to die for chinese tmr yay!